My mind keeps wandering off to the past and life regrets and then I have this tendency to be very obsessive over things I have no control over. My emotions have been fairly unpredictable. I should feel blessed for all that I have but lately I have been depressed. It’s like there’s nowhere that I feel I belong. I feel left out and people aren’t worth it anymore. I feel stuck and I’ve tried getting out. No matter how much I struggle, I find myself in the same place.
I wake up every morning and it’s like I don’t even have anything to look forward to. I just want to stay in bed all day and feel everything and nothing at the same time. This is probably just a phase that will go away at some point. I just wish there was someone I could talk to. I don’t need people telling me I’m negative or everything will be alright because I know it will be. I just need someone who will understand that all I want is the affirmation that I exist and that my being here is okay.
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