The past two months have been quite confusing, frustrating, and depressing. I know God has a plan for me but I have been growing impatient. When I was forced to work in postpartum after my unit closed down, I was in denial at first. I'd like to think He closed that part of my nursing career to lead me into something else. I guess He thought I was getting too comfortable with my position. I have put in applications to places but none considered me... but there was one that wanted to hire me but it just didn't feel right. I have prayed and prayed for Him to take me where He wants me to go. I keep telling myself that at least I still have a job, but I do not see myself doing this full time. My passion just is not in it.
Lord, You know my plans for myself, but I know Your plans are greater. I pray that you grant me a peace of mind when things don't go the way I planned. Let me not grow weary, impatient, and bitter... but bless me with strength to accept the things that I cannot change.
